The conversation has started!
This morning Pauline was still questioning my coffee chat with my daughter and asking if she had upset her somehow as Pauline not invited. Given that, I carefully outlined the holiday my daughter wishes to share with me and told a love fib saying that Pauline was invited to come with us and correctly gambled on her response. As expected she was absolute in not wanting to go but went on to insist I go as she was fine and could look after herself!
This conversation coincided with the arrival of our next door neighbour cleaner who always spends time chatting with P and so I mentioned the conversation and, being a brilliant neighbour and ex nurse, she immediately offered to help with care and promised that if the sons step up all can be sorted. Absolutely blown away and have let my daughter know and raised it in conversation with Pauline several times since and mentioning her sons at the same time so next move will be trying to get Pauline to mention to at least one of them so we can assess their reactions and suggestions.
The daft thing is that also out of the blue my younger brother suggested he and I go on a 5 day Benidorm karaoke break but as he is having tests for Parkinson’s and dementia I suspect I would be his sort of semi carer which is not what I need just now. So, peace has returned and I am so relieved although still nervous as to getting the care needed set up rather than just duty visits from the lads. Thank you all for your support, it has really helped me.
This morning Pauline was still questioning my coffee chat with my daughter and asking if she had upset her somehow as Pauline not invited. Given that, I carefully outlined the holiday my daughter wishes to share with me and told a love fib saying that Pauline was invited to come with us and correctly gambled on her response. As expected she was absolute in not wanting to go but went on to insist I go as she was fine and could look after herself!
This conversation coincided with the arrival of our next door neighbour cleaner who always spends time chatting with P and so I mentioned the conversation and, being a brilliant neighbour and ex nurse, she immediately offered to help with care and promised that if the sons step up all can be sorted. Absolutely blown away and have let my daughter know and raised it in conversation with Pauline several times since and mentioning her sons at the same time so next move will be trying to get Pauline to mention to at least one of them so we can assess their reactions and suggestions.
The daft thing is that also out of the blue my younger brother suggested he and I go on a 5 day Benidorm karaoke break but as he is having tests for Parkinson’s and dementia I suspect I would be his sort of semi carer which is not what I need just now. So, peace has returned and I am so relieved although still nervous as to getting the care needed set up rather than just duty visits from the lads. Thank you all for your support, it has really helped me.