I bounced in, singing Yellow Submarine. The nurses joined in and to our horror we had actually forgotten some of the words. We patched it together between us! Even so, the lines didn't seem quite accurate. One of the residents was making awful noise and I asked her why (this is the one who screamed as a demonstration of how loudly she could scream) and she said that today she was the fire alarm.
Hey ho. Keith happy, singing, trying to join in with me. I sing, usually Hey HO and he imitates it and then I sing it back to him louder ... it's a bit like teaching a toddler to talk. But it's a communication and something we can share. OOO he looked so lovely in his powder blue jumper today and he held my hand.
There was more confusion around in the residents area today, I think because the activity nurses weren't there, and because we had not yet had lunch which is one of the main framework items of the day. Confusion leads to shouting out usually.
I so wish I had more energy. I was too tired even to lead a sing song today, been a bit of a week all told. The lady who was being the fire alarm was getting distressed and calling for help. I was nearest so I went to her and she said where was everyone? What was happening? she was missing the activity nurses, I know. I told her that we are all here to look after her and all will be well, I promise. And would she like me to put on a coloured scarf and be one of the activity nurses for her. At this point, she put out her arms, drew me to her and whispered, You are perfect as you are.
My goodness, I almost cried and one of the nurses was almost in tears too.
It gets to emotional sometimes.
Anyway, as I left, I heard her shouting out Am I not important?
Oh yes, the existential question for all of us, all of us.
Thanks so much folks, appreciate you being with me. Church tomorrow. Back on Monday. Thank you. With love, Geraldine aka kindred. aka what a strange and hurly burly life this is. xxxx