So sorry for your loss @Weasell and @MarieD I can resonate with what you have posted @Weasell about carers suffering from a sort of PTSD after a death I feel like that after losing my mother six weeks ago did the last ten years really happen how did I cope it's hitting me now of everything I've been through and I think your brain needs time to process it all Alazimhers has such an impact on the PWT and the carers will we ever get over those heartbreaking memories