Earlier I the year I booked a holiday for my OH and myself. We were going to join my sister and her family as a surprise and it was at the suggestion of my neice who said they were happy to help with my hubby while we would be there
He has changed quite a lot since booking and I have tried to think of all the eventualities that might happen. Probably overthinking.
However after the changes of the last few weeks I made a decision last night to go by myself and let two of my daughters look after him for the week
I know I need the rest as I have not liked how I feel and act towards him lately and feel that if we go away together I will resent him and it will spoil the time away
My daughters are saying to go. So why do I now feel so guilty and still trying to convince myself it’s the right decision. We do t go for two weeks. I know I will lose money and I am ok with this. I know I will have a lovely time with my sister and family.
But the guilt !!
He has changed quite a lot since booking and I have tried to think of all the eventualities that might happen. Probably overthinking.
However after the changes of the last few weeks I made a decision last night to go by myself and let two of my daughters look after him for the week
I know I need the rest as I have not liked how I feel and act towards him lately and feel that if we go away together I will resent him and it will spoil the time away
My daughters are saying to go. So why do I now feel so guilty and still trying to convince myself it’s the right decision. We do t go for two weeks. I know I will lose money and I am ok with this. I know I will have a lovely time with my sister and family.
But the guilt !!