Had an ok day again yesterday . Mum happy enough , sat in the garden with us . I just looked at her out the corner of my eye and I had to come in, felt an overwhelming sadness , she looked so vulnerable and lost , I could of easily balled my eyes out as the injustice of it , losing dad , her home , her future life , while mum in law is painting , gardening , cooking etc . Decided the best thing I can do is to not get irritated and try to be as happy as I can . It’s the least she deserves as she is so calm and happy most of the time , Onwards and upwards . She has had breakfast , sitting in the sun again and hubby making her giggle like a child . All is fine just now . Thinking of others, having a very difficult time and being separated from their loved ones .