A very strange weekend in many ways starting with me sending email cancelling out application for the flay having had a quote for adaptations that is well in financially and Pauline telling me over and over again how glad she is we are staying. Last night I was due to have a birthday pint with my four kids and Pauline unhappy at me going out but all smiles when my eldest son called in for me to go to my local and again proudly telling him we are not moving. Much to my surprise when we got to the pub it was heaving with family and friends and a big surprise birthday party for me and an amazing night it was. Today Pauline if going on about how lucky I am as her family wouldnt do it for her. She is on a bit of a downer And I’m Not sure how the day will progress so strange is her mood.