Thanks everyone, appreciate your thoughts reading them started the tears flowing again. I am glad she isn't suffering anymore, but my world is now empty.
I'm going down to the hospital soon to collect mums things from the hospital, so that will set me off again as well, in saying that everything is setting me off just now.
Had the funeral director over, we know him so he will treat mum with respect, i gave him some clothes for her and a little teddy bear with Alexsander Orlov (the meerkat) on as she was nuts about him.