I don't know where to start. This may be a long post - sorry
This morning Gary tried to go to the loo - he only has a bowel movement every other day but couldn't go, now he's on Ebixa I have to keep an eye on things because it can cause constipation. We had the same problem on Wednesday but he managed in the end and to me the end product didn't look hard so I'm wondering if it's more to do with muscle control but what do I know really? He was feeling uncomfortable and in quite a lot of pain.
Today was day hospital day and I had a hair appointment at 11am til 1 pm so was hoping they could keep him there today - they had to really, I couldn't leave with bleach on my hair!
I told them about the toilet problem and they said they'd see what they could do, which they did. They got the gp to prescribe Laxido - he's had 2 doses so far with no result. They've also got the consultant to prescribe a low dose of Lorazepam because he's so agitated during the day and they find it difficult to manage him (well, actually, so do I!) but they now see how things are for me.
I think I'm rambling now....sorry
The upshot is I had to pick him up as soon as I'd left the hairdressers and bring him home, by which time he was calmer because he'd had some Lorazepam
By 6.30 he'd become agitated again so I gave him another half tablet but I think I'd miss timed it, he wanted to go out. the door and gate were locked but he tried to climb over the gate so I thought it would be better to take him for a walk. He tried to get into next door's garden, by now he was raving and when I tried to restrain him he was fighting me and trying to climb over their gate and ended up kicking it. I managed to calm him enough to walk with me up the lane along the river but when a car came along he walked into it and a lovely lady tried to help me calm him again. He then charged up the drive of a local B&B just as some guests with children had arrived and again when I tried to restrain him he was really violent with me. He's a strong man at the best of times and the B&B owner helped me to restrain him amd evetually I persuaded him to come home with me and he calmed down. I feel shaken to my core - once the storm was over he was tearful and is dozing now. I really don't know how to deal with this, I'm frightened of his strength, I know he doesn't mean to hurt me but I can't reason with him when he's in this state and one of us is going to get hurt and I don't know what to do