My bad for opening up an old wound of yours, LadyA. I apologise.
Not really a wound anymore Chuggs. I don't give houseroom to false guilt anymore - not when I can see the care William is getting, and how content he is. In the first few months I used to have odd moments of guilt about having to put him in full time care, but not any more. I know I did the right thing, for both of us. I did the only thing that could possibly have been done. If I hadn't, I'm pretty sure William would not have survived this long, much less been so content and had such a quality of care that I could never have hoped to give him.