Hi lego71
I am sorry you are stuck in the middle of this terrible disease and the conflict between your Mum and Dad
I too am caring for my wife that has AD but I must confess that I too was horrible to my wife for a couple of years before a investigation and finally a diagnosis was confirmed
Yes, I am not proud of this and I am "Man" enough say that I shouted, screamed, said absolutely horrible things time after time for 2 years, not all the time but I was ashamed of my actions and would go to bed (first) regretting everything I said
After a few years I began to realise that in the morning my wife did not remember any conflict the night before and kept on asking what was wrong with me, well I then really felt bad, then the penny clicked, OMG my wife has a form or AD
I suspected this for the last year, even said it to here face on many occasions (in anger) the problem was my ignorance or lack of knowledge on AD as is slowly creeps up on you over the years, but one day the penny clicked for me so I sought help for my wife
This went down like a lead balloon with my wife as she says she is not old enough to have AD. I have since learned that AD is not an age disease, it is a brain disease that can affect anyone of any age
I too, like your Mum was horrible to my wife as I could not understand why my wife (in my mind) was being like she is now, after 22 years of marriage I thought she just had it in for me or turned into a nasty person just to "Bump" me off early for the insurance, really, everything but the truth went through my mind
Once I clicked, around 12 months ago, I realised that no matter how much I go on or shout or try to be clever, I would never win, I lost every time, I lost arguments, I lost my will to live and really felt like just giving up
Sorry, if this is long winded, I just need to tell you how I felt before and after any AD diagnosis, it is a roller coaster for close family members / spouses as unless you have had first hand information or have gone through it then you will never have conception of what this non age related disease can do to the sufferer or family members
Please try to get your Mum to sit down for a while and read some of the really sad but true stories that we are going through, even I have received so much positive support using this TP (recently too) which saved me from giving up (Thanks to all members that have helped me)
In a nutshell:
Family members / spouses can be in denial even when knowing the diagnosis, on a personal note we have 4 grown up kids (out of their teens) and only 1 of them has accepted my wife's (his mothers) disease
It is better to just bear with the disease, then come to this TP to vent anger, frustration or ask questions, as believe me you only have to wait seconds for a sympathetic ear / reply
I wish I found about this forum 2 years ago