So glad you went to the rescue centre - I was sure a little kitty there would catch your eye...I’m now been prescribed Diazapam for my emotions. Also on doctors crisis watch over the weekend. This is partly due to my daughter laying down the law about what I should or shouldn’t do. And my wife not responding to me at all and me just wanting some understanding from her which I’m never going to get.
I’m thinking of getting another cat and I’ve seen one at the rescue centre. Who knows? Let’s see!
He/she will be a distraction, a comfort and a confidante. You will know that you are needed and loved and you will have a sense of purpose - all things that seem to be missing from your life right now.