pleased to read that you got good night sleep .
`frail`. It`s the only way I can describe it.
I can understand that, as I saw that in my mother also over time .
I was typing a way on Talking point, then look at the time 11:15, Social worker had not arrived around my place as per arrange at 11:00 to do a report with me, that needs to be presented to a panel .
I phone her department up appointment was in her book, she had already left to come to my place. When she arrived at 11:30 she was stuck in traffic
The E4 pages went on forever that needed to be filling in. I had to say why I feel mum needs are now nursing, I had to go into every detail, in what wrong with mum also physical, that when she ask me again for the 2nd time the same question why do I feel mum needs are nursing
as the question do repeat themselves, an anxiety attack hits me .
I said mum needs are to challenging to complex, for normal Dementia home.
Then the guilty monster hits me with the anxiety attack of the reality of what I am doing putting mum in nursing home. I tell her I don't really want mum in a home, she tell me
“Now Maggie don't go changing you mind”.
I tell social worker “I know I am doing the right thing, but the thought of it being up an anxiety attack (I have no cigarette in the house to take it away)
I never told her with the thought of the anxiety attack was that mum needs locking up on a floor.
Anyway she tells me when she gets other report back from AZ day centre, dementia memory nurse, doctor report always take longer. They can do it without his report anyway when it all go to a panel. She not the manger, but she knows it all go ahead to mum to be put in ether of the 2 nursing home I want mum to go to , She on holiday on the 24 of this mouth for 3 weeks . It’s all moving forward , may be slowly , I know it’s going to happen , I am not stressing to rush it forward faster as I know it is going to happen.