We went for a walk along the cliff tops. I could have done without it, I was tired and felt heavy and lethargic, but he wanted to go and was beginning to be restless.
So before we went, I finished the ironing and part prepared tonight`s meal, just in case I was too tired when we got home. He sat and waited...............
had a little doze and woke refreshed.
We had a lovely walk, the fresh air and exercise woke me up and I was glad I`d gone. He enjoyed it too and said it was the best place in the world, quiet, peaceful, clean and flat, easy to walk, wonderful.
We arrived home tired, but he said it was `good` tiredness. We would go again tomorrow.
And then.............
D `What am I doing here?`
D `I`ve got to get away.`
D `I need to see a doctor.`
D ` Where does Paul live? I want to ask his advice. I`m getting worse every day. I want to see a specialist. `
S `He`s at work.`
D `What time does he get home?`
S `Please don`t mither him when he gets home from work. He`ll be tired.`
D `I need to see him. You won`t help me. You only think of yourself.`
S `You`ve seen a specialist and he is doing everthing to help you.`
D `Who did I see?`
S `Dr. ****.`
D `He`s no good. he Hasn`t helped me. I want Paul`s advice to see someone better. I`m going there now.`
S `I`ve told you he is at work.`
D `I`ll go when he comes home. Where does he live?`
S `Oh do what you want, I`ve had enough of this.`
D `It`s me, me, me with you, isn`t it? You only think about yourself.`
You are right Connie, it is hour by hour.