Hello everyone well two weeks have passed since Gordon passed and we have his funeral coming up next Tuesday really not looking forward to this. I have been having panic attacks and the doctor just says its grief but I am pushing myself to go out dog walking I need to beat this. Anyway I am having a collection after the funeral for the Alzheimers Society anyone know how I can get it to them as the undertaker says he just seals the box and gives it me to send so any input would help please. I am doing ok just feel lonely sometimes and more so now Christmas is coming up guess I feel it more so just me and dogs this Christmas..