This is my second good week no attacks and I have been round to my neighbours for the second time this week again 21/2 hrs later I got home but feeling much more myself no hesitation leaving the house.
I still need to venture that bit further may be next week I could make that my next challenge. I do seem to be a lot happier and find I have started to listen to the radio again and singing a long with it that could be why it's snowing who knows.
I am going to have a ring made with some of Gordon's ashes so I can always have him with me I am looking forward to this being done in the next month or so it means so much to me.
This is my good time I don't know if grief will hit me again but if it does I will just pick myself up again.
I still need to venture that bit further may be next week I could make that my next challenge. I do seem to be a lot happier and find I have started to listen to the radio again and singing a long with it that could be why it's snowing who knows.
I am going to have a ring made with some of Gordon's ashes so I can always have him with me I am looking forward to this being done in the next month or so it means so much to me.
This is my good time I don't know if grief will hit me again but if it does I will just pick myself up again.