Dear Helen,Good morning to you all
This is just a quick message to say that I slept well and I have woken up to the same feelings that I went to sleep with. I never expected to feel the things that I do -BUT I DO- and so does my daughter and anyone else that has been to my home. I feel the house is full of peace and love. I feel full of peace and love. It is actually wonderful and I have thought of both Norrms and Barry and can say that I am taken totally aback myself by this experience. It is nothing grand or noisy or busy just very gentle, calm and peaceful but it's like it is everywhere.
I woke up to the thoughts this morning that it would give Alan such peace to know that I am alright. My shackles are not totally severed as his are but the shackles on my spirit are severed. When he said 'goodbye' to me on the Thursday and we had that moment that was the last thing he could give to me and this is the last thing I can give to him. I will be alright - and more than alright. This experience has meant to me that the disease did not win in the end. Love won and life won.
I bet you will all think I have lost the plot but these are my true experiences as I sit here this morning and there is nowhere in the whole world that I would want to share them more with than my fellow TPers
Love to you all
Your story is as important as anyone else's and I hope you will think about giving yourself some time to gather the support from the main forum that you might need I know that people have already taken to you and Lyn and sometimes it can help to be updated so that when you really need information or support people have more chance of knowing where you are coming from The most important thing of all though is that Talking Point works for you whatever way you choose to use itsorry i havnt been around its a long story which can keep.