1. Roseleigh

    Roseleigh Registered User

    Dec 26, 2016
    270
    My OH is being assessed tomorrow for a first respite break at the end of the month. I feel worn out by his insomnia and restlessness. Like you I think its lack of stimulation, now he no longer gets much pleasure from TV, and reading ended months ago...:(
     
  2. Grahamstown

    Grahamstown Registered User

    Jan 12, 2018
    1,452
    East of England
    It’s impossible for one person to do what it takes a team to do but at the same time I know that he is contented when he is on his bed in his room surrounded by his familiar things. It’s like a womb for him. The care lady yesterday was asking for items to stimulate his conversation, making suggestions as people are prone to do and it made me feel both inadequate and stubborn. Inadequate because it’s impossible for me to meet his needs 24/7 and stubborn because why should I have to at the expense of my well being. As if I haven’t been trying to do any of this at all, which I have. Duh...
     
  3. DesperateofDevon

    DesperateofDevon Registered User

    Jul 7, 2019
    1,815
    Doing the best interest for you loved one is one of the hardest things for everyone, but heartbreaking when it’s your life partner/ husband/ wife. ( apologies I’m trying to be politically correct, & probably failing & insulting more people than if I didn’t try!)
    I admire & am in awe of those dealing with this daily for their loved one.
    Ladies, gentlemen, carers on the this forum who are 24/7 carers you are everyday superhumans, & I am truly humbled & privileged to read your life experiences on this forum.
    Thank you for being so honest & open about your lives & life experiences. You really are awesome!
     
  4. Grahamstown

    Grahamstown Registered User

    Jan 12, 2018
    1,452
    East of England
    TP is always there to help when things are bad, and we can carry on for a while without logging on or posting when things are relatively stable. I feel grateful for that. It’s been very up and down lately after a period of sameness, for want of a better word.

    Tuesday Wednesday and Thursday are easier with a bit of help. It’s a couple of hours each day but it does make a difference not having to interact with him myself all the time. I think it’s good for him too because he does have more mental stimulation.
     
  5. Linton

    Linton Registered User

    Jul 27, 2019
    123
    Gently suggested yesterday to my OH about possibly him going to a center for an hour once a week to perhaps get chance to talk to other people and have something interesting to do instead of being at home all the time.... Didn't go down well.. And this morning still complaing that 'that woman' had suggested it to him.... Have to keep trying for my sanity.. And tho possibly of having helpers coming I. too.. up and dressed at 4 this morning... Gonna be a long day....... Love to all going through this xx
     
  6. canary

    canary Registered User

    Feb 25, 2014
    10,773
    Female
    South coast
    He has got FTD, right? This is really common with FTD. They get stimulus overload and like peace, routine, familiarity and often dim lighting. If he was in a care home he would probably want to do the same there.
    If you can get him out doing other things, thats a bonus.
    And Id lay money that she is thinking of things that will help Alzheimers.
    I expect that he is losing language and this is why he doesnt talk much
     
  7. Grahamstown

    Grahamstown Registered User

    Jan 12, 2018
    1,452
    East of England
    Gosh @canary that is really interesting. His original diagnosis was mild late onset Alzheimer’s with mixed dementia but it’s been far from mild and I wonder if you are right. I shall look it up and I seem to remember someone else, maybe you, last year suggesting FTD. It would explain the way his situation has developed. At the end of the day, it’s catering to the symptoms that matters and the care home are aware of his bed fixation and do not push him to do things he doesn’t want to do. That makes me feel better because I am responding to his behaviour and trying to keep him comfortable and contented. Sometimes you do question yourself.

    Today was a wonderful two hour break and lunch with an old friend. The carer who came today is the motherly one who got him up, dressed and fed and then sat and chatted to him about his past life that meant a lot to him. So far, so good and I think my little mental crisis is fading.
     
  8. canary

    canary Registered User

    Feb 25, 2014
    10,773
    Female
    South coast
    It might have been me that suggested FTD - I cant remember.
    I dont know why, but Ive got it in my head that he had been diagnosed with FTD. Certainly all his symptoms sound like FTD. As you say, though, you have to respond to their behaviour, irrespective of the actual diagnosis.

    Im glad you are feeling better today. I think we all regularly question ourselves
     
  9. kindred

    kindred Registered User

    Apr 8, 2018
    2,277
    There is always this focus on stimulation and activity ... In my new life as voluntary actovity coordinator I see this all the time. I see so many residents who will join in one activity with great gusto and then they have given their all and just want to go back to their rooms or sleep. Keith was happy with a small amount of activity but so often we kind of get pressured to be a bit manic and active all the time. It's not realistic or appropriate. With you all the way"
    With love and best. Geraldine xxxxx
     
  10. Grahamstown

    Grahamstown Registered User

    Jan 12, 2018
    1,452
    East of England
    Thanks to you both, very helpful. Looking at FTD I don’t think he has typical symptoms of that but may have some involvement of those areas of the brain. What you say @kindred chimes with my observation, especially the appropriate bit. I sometimes get into this loop of questioning, usually in response to something someone has said to me, but I always come back to the ‘experts’, those with 24/7 experience of living with it, and that calms me down. Love all round xx
     
  11. AliceA

    AliceA Registered User

    May 27, 2016
    2,505
    Hi, there I hope you are feeling better, even good things bring a stress of their own. Like the planning before the holiday, however welcome it brings its own pressures.
    Sometimes I wonder whether labels are that helpful, so much depends on personality and environment inner and outer. I studied the person centred approach, many years ago, this is what we 24/7ers are doing.
    We respond individually to the person and situation at the time. Reflecting and balancing, responding fully in the moment.
    It is tiring to say the least, but easier than resisting because we have prejudged another's needs.
    This is the trouble with advice isn't?
    Someone said music would help my husband I thought well come and play some!
    What do they think we do! Mine likes it sometimes, but bed and his room has become a haven too.
    Kindred is so right some do like an activity, but then they fizzle out.
    We must not comply then fizzle out ourselves. You take care, xxx
     
  12. Grahamstown

    Grahamstown Registered User

    Jan 12, 2018
    1,452
    East of England
    Very wise words @AliceA thank you especially as you struggle away with your efforts to get support for your own dear husband. It’s easy enough for a few words to get to you when coping with this disease.
     
  13. Gladys1946

    Gladys1946 Registered User

    Feb 17, 2019
    25
    I took my OH to a Day Centre yesterday for a taster session. He was furious. I ended up in floods of tears. Staff told me to go and leave him. I did but felt so guilty. DD picked me up and when we both went to pick him up he was sitting eating rice pudding and happy as Larry! It's just like taking a child to nursery. I will take him again next week and a fellow carer has said ignore their grumbling, just do it. I'm desperate for a bit of peace.
     
  14. AliceA

    AliceA Registered User

    May 27, 2016
    2,505
    X
     
  15. DesperateofDevon

    DesperateofDevon Registered User

    Jul 7, 2019
    1,815
    It’s just like the toddlers but in adult form with a bank account!! Mood swings, attention span, accidents etc. Cruel disease but I did smile at the “eating rice pudding & happy as Larry “.
     
  16. Linton

    Linton Registered User

    Jul 27, 2019
    123
    Hi gladis 1946..you've given me some hope..I'll keep trying.. Must remember that he can't make decisions.. As you say..like a child who needs help... As do I..... Xx
     
  17. Grahamstown

    Grahamstown Registered User

    Jan 12, 2018
    1,452
    East of England
    Carer’s health needs don’t rank very high in the great scheme of things to do with dementia. I finally booked a hearing test as being the least troublesome and told him I was going, upon which I foolishly got into an argument about mode of transport, him insisting I drove. So that’s another love lie to say, yes I’ll drive, because he can’t accept walking or bus. He couldn’t come anyway so I fed him, tucked him up in his bed and set off furious with myself for being drawn into his crazy world. I do need some help with my hearing and have returned, the proud possessor of a pair of hearing aids. So far I am getting used to them and I walked! Naturally he didn’t ask, hasn’t noticed them as they are very discreet. I pondered on the amazing NHS, which can afford a fortune for me for a one off item.
     
  18. canary

    canary Registered User

    Feb 25, 2014
    10,773
    Female
    South coast
    Im glad youve managed to get your hearing aids and hopefully it will make life easier for you
    Dont be cross with yourself. Its the only way to survive - you cant bring him back into the real world. Much easier for all concerned if you just agree and then do your own thing anyway.
    xx
     
  19. DesperateofDevon

    DesperateofDevon Registered User

    Jul 7, 2019
    1,815
    I hope it was as lovely weather for your walk as it was here. The simplicity of putting one foot infront of the other, a rhythmic movement done at your own speed. Simple action, but not appreciated in full until you care for someone who struggles to do that.
     
  20. Spamar

    Spamar Registered User

    Oct 5, 2013
    6,987
    Suffolk
    Or you can’t do it yourself!
     

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