Hi @StarbrightAll of what has been said resonates with me, but like @canary i don’t care if I have to do everything because I always have, what I do miss so terribly is tenderness, him caring how tired I am, being able to Just Be in each other’s company. There’s no empathy anymore, oh I coul go on but what’s the point it’s a vile, nasty, greedy selfish disease that has eaten up the love of my life. But he’s in there somewhere if only I could find him.
A x
How true... I miss him touching me as I pass him, the affection, the smiles. As you say, the empathy.
Where do those smiles go?
He says, I’ll do it, but doesn’t.
It’s like there is no thought, certainly no logic.
Will we ever find them again... that is the hardest part.
But we are still here. It’s such a lonely life.
Love to you A xx