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Update.25 April 2021.Having a good rest ,tidying house.Glad they took her in .It's been 2 weeks now.Had first counselling session. It Went well.Have been prescribed some additional medication.Taking it.Last night had dreadful Nightmare. She was(my mother) after me perusing me ,following me into all the shops etc,managed to lose her in the town,then she was laughing when I went in one shop and she was already in it! Stood up for myself and everyone around me said it was me who was the bad one.Felt suicidal (in the dream)and still very alone.Dread even seeing her again.Will I ever get back to normal ?Will this dreadful thing haunt me for the rest of my life?House is in both our names.But there is no way my mental health wud stand it .I'm going to have to get counselling
great news. id leave it a while so she is settled and you are feeling more able to cope with it. the tablets take about 3 weeks before you feel the benefit and few more counselling sessions and you may feel more up to it.UPDATE.I heard today that my mother is going to be in care on a permanent basis.Thank you to all those people who followed my thread from 1 /12/ 2020.And especially to all those who offered advice.And helped me.I am forever so grateful.You will not know how much ?.Ive had my second counselling session and started on new tablets .Hope my mind will start to mend.She wants to see me ,but I don't know if I can manage that right now.Im not an unforgiving person but its very hard.At the moment,I'm concentrating on my own health and wellbeing.