Hi there.
I am in a similar position apart from the fact my mum needs to go in a home sooner rather than later. I am full of angst all the time. Social advised of a bed vacancy and we took my mum there and all I wanted to do was cry. My mum said it's a lot to take in then when we got home she went into aggressive melt down. The vacancy has now gone and the same is now being evasive because she didn't accept. I worry constantly about all of it. Try and do something for you and maybe visit with you siblings?
Take care
I am in a similar position apart from the fact my mum needs to go in a home sooner rather than later. I am full of angst all the time. Social advised of a bed vacancy and we took my mum there and all I wanted to do was cry. My mum said it's a lot to take in then when we got home she went into aggressive melt down. The vacancy has now gone and the same is now being evasive because she didn't accept. I worry constantly about all of it. Try and do something for you and maybe visit with you siblings?
Take care