Thank You all for your support during Tony s last few days.Tony died this morning at 9.20 just 1 hour after I posted on here saying how alone I felt.He died with me hugging him giving him a kiss and telling him we would all be OK.He has not been responsive for days and I am so glad that he died peacefully,I know he would not want me to dwell on the last 6 months but to remember all the good times.As my mother said he is not imprisoned by his illness any more but out and about somewhere like he used to be.I can not bring myself to strip his bed somehow the thought of seeing a bare mattress will make it all real.On Monday I will ring and arrange collection of the hospital bed,hoist and the all singing/dancing chair we had delivered Christmas Eve and perhaps then I will be able to remember my Tony who taught me how to hold my head up and have faith in myself.Thank you Tony for been my husband.