Hi All.
I hope you don’t judge me because it sounds bad.
But I’m so angry with my mom. She’s stopped eating a month ago and is barely drinking and I’ve tried everything to get her to eat. She’s convinced she eats daily and doesn’t believe me when I tell her she hasn’t. I know deep down it’s the dementia, of course it is, it has to be. I’m just so scared of losing her, and I’m scared of spending the rest if my life blaming myself for not doing enough to keep her alive.
how do you all cope with this? Because I’m falling apart.
I hope you don’t judge me because it sounds bad.
But I’m so angry with my mom. She’s stopped eating a month ago and is barely drinking and I’ve tried everything to get her to eat. She’s convinced she eats daily and doesn’t believe me when I tell her she hasn’t. I know deep down it’s the dementia, of course it is, it has to be. I’m just so scared of losing her, and I’m scared of spending the rest if my life blaming myself for not doing enough to keep her alive.
how do you all cope with this? Because I’m falling apart.