Not quite a week but I am now in a different place. Reality starts to bite. The house is still silent and I am beginning to be haunted by the equipment around the place. Am making arrangements for it all to be removed as soon as possible. We got rid of so much stuff to fit the bed and all the rest in that it will feel empty.
This afternoon I am going to the undertakers to talk coffins. I have decided in advance that it will be wicker. I am hoping we can start making some of the funeral arrangements now although I still won't be able to register the death until Thurs.
I still can't get past the very end of Ron's life and only occasionally get glimpses of the pre dementia Ron. I hope those glimpses will increase until they conceal the man who was robbed of everything he was.
So far it's getting harder. But I guess that has to happen. How grateful I am to jess who makes me get up in the morning and makes me get out of the house. Without her it would be a very lonely place indeed
This afternoon I am going to the undertakers to talk coffins. I have decided in advance that it will be wicker. I am hoping we can start making some of the funeral arrangements now although I still won't be able to register the death until Thurs.
I still can't get past the very end of Ron's life and only occasionally get glimpses of the pre dementia Ron. I hope those glimpses will increase until they conceal the man who was robbed of everything he was.
So far it's getting harder. But I guess that has to happen. How grateful I am to jess who makes me get up in the morning and makes me get out of the house. Without her it would be a very lonely place indeed