Today I ran out of road. I have been travelling along a road with regard to work and today that road ran out. There is not even an inch in which to manouvre.
Alan disturbed the session again tonight and now ACTION has to be taken to ensure that this never happens again. I am going to ring Crossroads first thing in the morning to inform them that the situation has changed and that I need the sitters to be able to take Alan out during the morning sessions (perhaps to the local community centre) and then to take him out for the evening session (maybe to a care home for an hour or even to a local pub).
The events of today have been most peculiar and today is a landmark day in that I have experienced a definite downturn. Alan is very disturbed himself and confused and he seems to be in and out of 'normality'. The difference in me between Monday and today is that on Monday I was doing everything I could to try to get through to him because I was afraid of the consequences of what would happen to him if he didn't do what was necessary. Today I know there is no point because he doesn't have the capability of understanding.
I will always remember today as the day I ran out of road.
Love to you all
Alan disturbed the session again tonight and now ACTION has to be taken to ensure that this never happens again. I am going to ring Crossroads first thing in the morning to inform them that the situation has changed and that I need the sitters to be able to take Alan out during the morning sessions (perhaps to the local community centre) and then to take him out for the evening session (maybe to a care home for an hour or even to a local pub).
The events of today have been most peculiar and today is a landmark day in that I have experienced a definite downturn. Alan is very disturbed himself and confused and he seems to be in and out of 'normality'. The difference in me between Monday and today is that on Monday I was doing everything I could to try to get through to him because I was afraid of the consequences of what would happen to him if he didn't do what was necessary. Today I know there is no point because he doesn't have the capability of understanding.
I will always remember today as the day I ran out of road.
Love to you all
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