I am at my wits end my mother rings my sisters and myself several times a day. We get the same things day in and day out, she states we don't go to see her ,her house is filthy, she has no money etc etc. These are all not true at all she is very lucky to have 3 daughters that do everything for her. However she is wanting us to be there 24/7 she's not happy for us to have any sort of life and to be quite frank she is tipping me over the edge. We all still work and it's taking its toll on us all. Any advice welcome x
Hi,
I am one of three sisters and we had the same problem. We managed until October of last year when I was due to have surgery and mum kept having repeated falls UTI's etc. Constant phone calls and texts from her carers who couldn't cope. Eventually in desperation we arranged for her to go in to a CH initially for respite for 2 weeks, where she thrived. Unfortunately the day following discharge the phone calls started again, the Doctor had to be called out and the whole cycle began again. Until mum was found on the floor by her carer Just before Xmas and asked to go back in to the CH as she realised she couldn't manage and did not want to be left alone in between carers visits.
Since then it has been a roller coaster of UTI's, falls losing weight etc. My husband thinks that all this would have happened even if she has stayed at home. Although she is well cared for and we are no longer receiving the phone calls and constant Hospital visit I wish she could have ended her days in her own home.
It is very difficult not to feel guilty, although deep down I know there was no alternative. She has always been a strong independent woman, widowed 20 years ago with MS, I do feel we have let her down and find the whole process very painful. Although quite honestly it was killing us when she lived at home, even though we had carers 4 times a day and 3 nights per week.
In my experience she has deteriorated by going in to a CH and it is almost as if she has given up. She speaks very little and when she does she wants to go home. It is very difficult to give advice as every ones circumstances are different. Perhaps if you were to look in to residential care and have some options available should things become too much for her and for you.
Mum totally refused at first but then realised she couldn't cope, then was assessed by SS and GP who said they did not know how she had managed for so long and judged her incapable of making a decision in her own best interests.
It still doesn't help with the guilt or the pain of feeling we have let her down. We all visit her regularly and do our best for her. I think that eventually every one realises that there is no option as hard as it is. Even though she has 3 daughters we all work, have commitments with grandchildren and our own lives and she needs 24 x 7 care.
I hope this doesn't sound too negative but I have been where you are and I know how hard it is.
Unfortunately there isn't an easy solution but I hope you find one that is best for you all.
Kind regards
Amelia