Carer fatigue
Yesterday, after a disturbed night without Paracetamol, I was woken at five and shaken awake again several times until I gave up. So I was tired when I'd sorted out our respective tablets, and distracted by urgent requests when I put them out with our tea and biscuits. THEN, TO MY IMMEDIATE HORROR I REALISED I HAD JUST TAKEN MY HUSBAND'S! It now includes Citralopam, and he had a slight reaction to his first dose but was OK after that. My reaction was dramatic...diarrhoea and vomiting, horrible.
My guardian angel must have been hovering, because it was the one day in the week that we have a couple come in to clean and do the garden. She phoned my daughter in law who came immediately, and took my husband home with her, and is keeping him with her for a couple of nights.
24 hours later I'm over that but still feel weak and wobbly, and it made me realise how important it is to take care of yourself when someone with Dementia depends on you. So I'm going to try even harder to find some respite, and it might be that he'll dislike it, but perhaps it is necessary.