Its hard seeing Christmas everywhere, all the lights etc around town. My sister and I are at home with our mother. Its been such a tough year. We arent looking forward to Christmas. We are thinking of not bothering with a tree and just have a few decorations around the place. People think we are like the grinch though when they visit. They have their own homes and can do whatever they want. Its hard to have energy or want to put up the tree or to to even look at it. It will be a quiet christmas, some nice food, a few drinks, and a good riddance to this **** year.