Another horrendous evening . Every now and again I see glimpses of him as he was and think we can have a conversation but we can’t and it degenerates into him swearing and cursing me . Apparently now he doesn’t like me at all !! I need to learn can’t have conversations . Now refusing to take his drugs and wandering round looking for his pencil echoing turns out to be his kindle Really starting to struggle to cope . What can I do ?