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Bevhar

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Hi Bev. That all sounds really positive 😊.
It’s great how once you get out there, one thing can lead to another. I think that the carers group will be a great opportunity to share experiences and just to reassure that you’re not alone (like here but nice in person too).
Good for you as well for managing the situation yesterday - mind over matter I suppose isn’t it.
Lucky you having some sunshine - it does affect the mood I find. We have had overcast and showery.
All is ok here thank you. Things feel on a really even keel. Having a run of days like this, makes me question my concerns (not negatively but just wonder if things could feel this normal).
Lovely to hear from you and glad you’ve been to your art group and have made more plans too - good for you ☺️ Rachel x
That’s brilliant that things are calmer for you Hopefully you will get your appointments soon Yes face to face will be helpful think it makes so much difference for anything in life to share & get advice xx
 

Bevhar

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That’s brilliant that things are calmer for you Hopefully you will get your appointments soon Yes face to face will be helpful think it makes so much difference for anything in life to share & get advice
Hi Bev. That all sounds really positive 😊.
It’s great how once you get out there, one thing can lead to another. I think that the carers group will be a great opportunity to share experiences and just to reassure that you’re not alone (like here but nice in person too).
Good for you as well for managing the situation yesterday - mind over matter I suppose isn’t it.
Lucky you having some sunshine - it does affect the mood I find. We have had overcast and showery.
All is ok here thank you. Things feel on a really even keel. Having a run of days like this, makes me question my concerns (not negatively but just wonder if things could feel this normal).
Lovely to hear from you and glad you’ve been to your art group and have made more plans too - good for you ☺️ Rachel x
Hi how are things going I met up with a friend for a couple of hours today it was so nice As much as I love being with my husband It felt good to be out on my own He went out in the garden today & mowed the lawn it took him twice as long as he used to take I feel so sad as he was always so practical I’m lucky that he’s not depressed with the diagnosis he’s always been a glass half full sort of person unfortunately I’m the reverse but know I need to up my game You never realise how good life was until it changes Hope you have a good weekend xx
 

RM3

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Hi how are things going I met up with a friend for a couple of hours today it was so nice As much as I love being with my husband It felt good to be out on my own He went out in the garden today & mowed the lawn it took him twice as long as he used to take I feel so sad as he was always so practical I’m lucky that he’s not depressed with the diagnosis he’s always been a glass half full sort of person unfortunately I’m the reverse but know I need to up my game You never realise how good life was until it changes Hope you have a good weekend xx
Hi Bev. Thank you for messaging. All good thank you - still on quite an even keel (although don’t want to jinx things).
How have you been? That is nice that you met a friend. You are right, I think it does do you good and your time together is probably all the better for it.
It’s good that the diagnosis has not depressed your husband. I think I would say my husband is maybe a glass half full person but could spill it at any time. I think that is why I’m not too sure how much I feel would be good for him to know (should there be anything).
I am trying to encourage my husband to arrange to meet an old workmate. They tend to meet every 3-4 months for a coffee and a walk.
It is quite sad (I find too), to see things our oh’s used to take in their stride, now come harder to them.
I am still not sure what the next few weeks will reveal (or not).
I have thought this as well so much these last few months. You don’t realise how unburdened and just - light you are, until you’re not.
All is well though at the moment. I hope that you have a lovely weekend too, hopefully with some sunshine xx
 

Bevhar

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Hi Bev. Thank you for messaging. All good thank you - still on quite an even keel (although don’t want to jinx things).
How have you been? That is nice that you met a friend. You are right, I think it does do you good and your time together is probably all the better for it.
It’s good that the diagnosis has not depressed your husband. I think I would say my husband is maybe a glass half full person but could spill it at any time. I think that is why I’m not too sure how much I feel would be good for him to know (should there be anything).
I am trying to encourage my husband to arrange to meet an old workmate. They tend to meet every 3-4 months for a coffee and a walk.
It is quite sad (I find too), to see things our oh’s used to take in their stride, now come harder to them.
I am still not sure what the next few weeks will reveal (or not).
I have thought this as well so much these last few months. You don’t realise how unburdened and just - light you are, until you’re not.
All is well though at the moment. I hope that you have a lovely weekend too, hopefully with some sunshine xx
Ahh that’s good I think it’s wise not to talk to him about things unless you have to no need to rock the boat especially as things are better now Yes you enjoy your wee my end we are out tomorrow night with friends xx
 

RM3

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Ahh that’s good I think it’s wise not to talk to him about things unless you have to no need to rock the boat especially as things are better now Yes you enjoy your wee my end we are out tomorrow night with friends xx
Thank you. Enjoy your night out tonight x
 

RM3

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Morning. Just a couple of observations to put down.
I’ve been encouraging my husband to meet an old workmate (they meet up every 3-4 months). He messaged him a couple of days ago to see if wants a catch up.
So bearing in mind that I’ve booked the week off work as it would have been my mums wedding anniversary today and 75th birthday on Wednesday (which at no point on mentioning, has my husband given me any supportive words as he would have in ‘normal’ times).
When I came down he just said can you read this text (from his friend) because it’s a bit complicated. It was (not to me), it had about 4 steps for a meet up (ask to finish work early on a week day, go for a walk, have a couple of drinks, leave his friends car somewhere and I pick up). I explained the suggestion and what he could say back.
(No mention of my mum or hug).
He then got up to leave for work and asked, will I be home when he comes back at lunchtime. I said I should be, I’m just going to the cemetery (thought that might prompt a response), to which he replied, ok, I just wondered if you would be able to make my lunch if I don’t do it now!!
It’s so hard not reacting. Normal for me if faced with that (being forum friendly), would be where’s my cuddle, are you going to mention my mum, is that all you’ve got to say to me!
I know it’s wrong but I almost hope there is an explanation for this. It would be so wrong otherwise.
I’m not feeling sorry for myself, all things considered, I feel quite strong. Just think I’m at a point where I need to know. I love my OH very much and I know he does me. X
 

Bevhar

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Morning. Just a couple of observations to put down.
I’ve been encouraging my husband to meet an old workmate (they meet up every 3-4 months). He messaged him a couple of days ago to see if wants a catch up.
So bearing in mind that I’ve booked the week off work as it would have been my mums wedding anniversary today and 75th birthday on Wednesday (which at no point on mentioning, has my husband given me any supportive words as he would have in ‘normal’ times).
When I came down he just said can you read this text (from his friend) because it’s a bit complicated. It was (not to me), it had about 4 steps for a meet up (ask to finish work early on a week day, go for a walk, have a couple of drinks, leave his friends car somewhere and I pick up). I explained the suggestion and what he could say back.
(No mention of my mum or hug).
He then got up to leave for work and asked, will I be home when he comes back at lunchtime. I said I should be, I’m just going to the cemetery (thought that might prompt a response), to which he replied, ok, I just wondered if you would be able to make my lunch if I don’t do it now!!
It’s so hard not reacting. Normal for me if faced with that (being forum friendly), would be where’s my cuddle, are you going to mention my mum, is that all you’ve got to say to me!
I know it’s wrong but I almost hope there is an explanation for this. It would be so wrong otherwise.
I’m not feeling sorry for myself, all things considered, I feel quite strong. Just think I’m at a point where I need to know. I love my OH very much and I know he does me. X
I totally understand We were away for my birthday & my husband forgot I felt so sad as like your husband he has always been so caring & loving I still miss my Mum she died in 2000 We are off to one of the groups we go to this afternoon Which is good for both of us I fought so hard in my mind my husband had something like ADHD & obviously struggled with his diagnosis But I’ve now come to terms with things as it is what it is so trying hard to do things together Hope your husband is doing ok at work now sending you a gentle hug x
 

RM3

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I totally understand We were away for my birthday & my husband forgot I felt so sad as like your husband he has always been so caring & loving I still miss my Mum she died in 2000 We are off to one of the groups we go to this afternoon Which is good for both of us I fought so hard in my mind my husband had something like ADHD & obviously struggled with his diagnosis But I’ve now come to terms with things as it is what it is so trying hard to do things together Hope your husband is doing ok at work now sending you a gentle hug x
Thank you Bev. Your words mean a lot - thank you. It can feel quite lonely and sad (as you know) with the change in empathy. So nice to chat with caring people who understand.
I hope you enjoyed Saturday night and have a good afternoon at your group.
I hope to have some answers soon. If all turns out to be ok (which of course would be amazing), I have a good record on this forum, of things to ‘discuss’ with my husband.
Thank you for the hug - it was needed. Sending hugs and warm wishes back - Rachel x
 

Bevhar

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Thank you Bev. Your words mean a lot - thank you. It can feel quite lonely and sad (as you know) with the change in empathy. So nice to chat with caring people who understand.
I hope you enjoyed Saturday night and have a good afternoon at your group.
I hope to have some answers soon. If all turns out to be ok (which of course would be amazing), I have a good record on this forum, of things to ‘discuss’ with my husband.
Thank you for the hug - it was needed. Sending hugs and warm wishes back - Rachel x
Anytime We are just back from the group we definitely both benefit from it I know exactly what your going through Have you had the appointment through yet If not I would push I had to keep on to get things sorted You are I like me you love your husband to bits & whatever the outcome that will get you through Also feel free to message I know how speaking to others helps xx
 

RM3

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Glad the the groups are helping - and it will be nice having that social time together I’m sure.
Nothing through yet but it can’t come soon enough. I know it hasn’t been long and I’m scared for the potential outcome but better to know.
I will be more positive after this week. We all have this but such emotional times.
Trying to stay positive and enjoy life as it comes but sometimes that effort is beyond me.
Looking forward to a week away with my husband and our dog next week, staying close to my dad, so lots of catching up.
Thank you once again x
 

Bevhar

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Glad the the groups are helping - and it will be nice having that social time together I’m sure.
Nothing through yet but it can’t come soon enough. I know it hasn’t been long and I’m scared for the potential outcome but better to know.
I will be more positive after this week. We all have this but such emotional times.
Trying to stay positive and enjoy life as it comes but sometimes that effort is beyond me.
Looking forward to a week away with my husband and our dog next week, staying close to my dad, so lots of catching up.
Thank you once again x
Ahh lovely your going away together It’s great you will be near your Dad I think though I dreaded it with my husband it was almost a relief when the diagnosis came Its the not knowing that I found torture Have a wonderful break away x
 

RM3

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Ahh lovely your going away together It’s great you will be near your Dad I think though I dreaded it with my husband it was almost a relief when the diagnosis came Its the not knowing that I found torture Have a wonderful break away x
Thank you. Here to chat anytime too 🙏🏻 x
 

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