Hi. Here we go again, another sleepless night and nothing to post home about. Another busy week coming to a close, and here I lie, in the darkness of the bedroom, completely frazzled and wide awake. Looking back it really has been a funny old week. On Monday my daughter came home from work feeling, 'out of sorts', on Tuesday her dr sent her to hospital A&E to properly assess what was wrong. Gastroenteritis, great, is it catching thought I , all heart aren't I . Anyway, one of my other daughters invited her to go and stay at hers up in the lakes for a bit of respite. Is it just me or am I not quite getting something right here. Please don't hesitate to tell me if I'm sounding a little selfish. I must admit, if I'm out and about and meet someone I know they ask the question, how are you, how are you coping, it's almost as if I'm programmed to answer , fine, no problems we can manage who am I kidding, say one thing and mean something totally different. I guess that the rest of the family think we're coping ok, in many ways I think we really are doing alright. But deep down I'm in turmoil, that's the real reason I'm posting here at daft o'clock when I should really be asleep, if anyone needs a beauty sleep it's me☺So, what will Saturday bring? I suppose I'll just have to wait and see. Right, sleep time, just lie down, close eyes, think of nothing in particular and drift away. Still hereAl.