I'm here Al60, wide awake and googling day care for my Mum! I should be asleep too as I'm exhausted but hey ho it's just nice to have some time on my own!Hi. Here we go again, another sleepless night and nothing to post home about. Another busy week coming to a close, and here I lie, in the darkness of the bedroom, completely frazzled and wide awake. Looking back it really has been a funny old week. On Monday my daughter came home from work feeling, 'out of sorts', on Tuesday her dr sent her to hospital A&E to properly assess what was wrong. Gastroenteritis, great, is it catching thought I , all heart aren't I . Anyway, one of my other daughters invited her to go and stay at hers up in the lakes for a bit of respite. Is it just me or am I not quite getting something right here. Please don't hesitate to tell me if I'm sounding a little selfish. I must admit, if I'm out and about and meet someone I know they ask the question, how are you, how are you coping, it's almost as if I'm programmed to answer , fine, no problems we can manage who am I kidding, say one thing and mean something totally different. I guess that the rest of the family think we're coping ok, in many ways I think we really are doing alright. But deep down I'm in turmoil, that's the real reason I'm posting here at daft o'clock when I should really be asleep, if anyone needs a beauty sleep it's me☺So, what will Saturday bring? I suppose I'll just have to wait and see. Right, sleep time, just lie down, close eyes, think of nothing in particular and drift away. Still hereAl.
I sleep with one ear ****** anyway!
The one thing that keeps me awake is "will I be able to keep this up?" "Will my health and sanity let me carry on?" and "what does the future hold?"
Sweet dreams x