Is it me or do others find visiting in care home difficult I get upset seeing how much Chris is deteriorating day by day no longer knows I am his wife and speech is just incoherent it is heartbreaking carers say he seems happy his mobility is going now shuffles about I can't believe how his Alzheimer's has worsened over the last few months at least the aggression has stopped but he is just a shell of the man he was just a few months ago and every visit I come home and cry my eyes out