I am 23 and two months ago my dad whose 58 got diagnosed with Alzheimer's. After finishing my exams at the beginning of the month I have really struggled with my dads diagnosis. This weekend I have spent the majority in bed crying about it. I feel like my heart is literally breaking and I just can't seem to find any positives. My dad is still at home being cared for by me and my mum. She is away this weekend visiting my brother in London. Being on my own with my dad has highlighted how bad he can struggle with dad to say life such as remembering to eat. I know there is people worse off which riddles me with guilt for feeling like this. I feel like I am grieving for the dad I will never have again. It's breaking my heart and I just don't know how to cope and stay positive.