Hello Grouse
I had such a happy childhood, but it was my mum and dad that made it happy for me, I felt I never really knew my brother, I think he was jealous of me and he is quite a "deep" sort of person and some people just will not "let you in" and in the end I gave up trying, I have not had contact with him for some months now and I know my mum would not like this, maybe one day I will write to him but doubt if I will get a reply, I don't wish him any harm just wish he was more like a brother. You must think about yourself at the moment, you are the one who cared for your mum, showed compassion and love and should be proud of that, you are the one that carried this burden on your own from the sound of it so you are stronger than you think, I can relate to what you say and how you feel, I survived and you will aswell.
I sometimes sit and listen to sad music, stare out of the window, think of my lovely mum and how I miss her and tears stream down my face. I tell her how much I love her and thank her for giving me a happy life and that I will love her for the rest of my life. I can see her smiling at me now.
I read somewhere "the only cure for grief is to grieve"
Lexy
I had such a happy childhood, but it was my mum and dad that made it happy for me, I felt I never really knew my brother, I think he was jealous of me and he is quite a "deep" sort of person and some people just will not "let you in" and in the end I gave up trying, I have not had contact with him for some months now and I know my mum would not like this, maybe one day I will write to him but doubt if I will get a reply, I don't wish him any harm just wish he was more like a brother. You must think about yourself at the moment, you are the one who cared for your mum, showed compassion and love and should be proud of that, you are the one that carried this burden on your own from the sound of it so you are stronger than you think, I can relate to what you say and how you feel, I survived and you will aswell.
I sometimes sit and listen to sad music, stare out of the window, think of my lovely mum and how I miss her and tears stream down my face. I tell her how much I love her and thank her for giving me a happy life and that I will love her for the rest of my life. I can see her smiling at me now.
I read somewhere "the only cure for grief is to grieve"
Lexy