It's so sad I'm reading on here all the ones is struggle struggle struggling can be take care of the the dimension ones. It is bad scare scary to think maybe I will make my family so miserable miserable and sad and to be have to work so hard I wish I could know I can not be that way I'm free no not free pray all the time to not be that many trouble to my people and that the Lord will take me home ever before I'm get that way I don't know what to say about that makes it hard to stay cheerful you know be be having Joy but I know them dimension ones don't probably want to be mean or so many bother and I wish I'm wish them think didn't make me cry so much and then then people is asked why you are sad I'm hope you guys are good right this time I appreciate you all sorry that long say but saying but thank you I am can be allowed to say to say it God bless you all this is Matt