Dear Kazlou
Your mum is now at peace. Sorry you were not happy with the experience in the hospital, that is sad. Makes me glad that my mum died in the care home, though the death certificate says otherwise. Hopefully your mum was not aware of the shortcomings of the hospital staff, and died peacefully nevertheless.
I now realise that today was the day of your mum's funeral. I hope you laid her to rest in peace. It is only 3 months since I went through the same, and next Friday we are interring her ashes with her mother and two sisters. So another dreary task to go through.
Think positive my friend, think of the good times that she had, think of her as a loved child, a loved wife, a loved mother, and know you did your best for her in her later years.
Love
Margaret