Yesterday was very strained, he wanted his phone back, I had hidden it, so I gave it back to him. He wanted to phone his sister, me sat next to him, while he wanted to know where I was. A strained day. I managed to do an email to the Admiral nurse, hopefully he got it, and I know he is in touch with all to do with my husband.
An emergency doctor phoned , MH came and sat near me, and she asked how things were. MH started talking so I asked him what was wrong, he knew my name was Joan but not his wife, when will she come back from holiday. The doctor understood what was happening and I can't remember what she said, messages for medics.
I just couldn't cook a meal, did a salad and things calmed a bit. I said I didn't want to leave, shall I stay until Joan comes back, he said yes.
This morning, depressed, where is Joan. He had slept badly, I persuaded him to go back to sleep after his PD tablets and a cuppa. I'm hoping I will get a phone call from someone.
I feel a bit stronger today, I can look at the garden and see beauty, yesterday, I felt nothing.