It's been nearly a week since my mum last had a drink and several weeks since she last ate properly. She is mostly sleeping now and even when her eyes are open, I'm not sure she is really seeing what is around her.
I keep going into her room to see if she is still breathing - sometimes a long pause so I need to wait, other times really shallow its hard to see and sometimes gentle snoring.
I know the end is coming but its the not knowing when that's the worst - the last few nights I have woken up at random times in a panic wondering if she is still alive. I want to be there with her but worry about missing the end.
This sucks 😒
I keep going into her room to see if she is still breathing - sometimes a long pause so I need to wait, other times really shallow its hard to see and sometimes gentle snoring.
I know the end is coming but its the not knowing when that's the worst - the last few nights I have woken up at random times in a panic wondering if she is still alive. I want to be there with her but worry about missing the end.
This sucks 😒