Hello all,my wife was diagnosed with demetia 4 yrs ago,approx.she will be 80, this year and i will be 70,we have been together for 48 plus yrs now,I retired from a driving career,in 2015,after she had a stroke,then another shortly after,but as the yrs went on she grew steadily worse forgetting little things.I never realised it was going to be so demanding and frustrating,and i am ashamed to say from time to time i get angry,Not with my wife but myself for not understanding,she cant walk without help,and thats getting worse.She sleeps all the time,and she will wake in the early hours of the morning,saying she must go downstairs to get the kids off to school.ive got to explain to her we are downstairs.Will this get worse??I love her to bits and would never consider putting her in a care home,But i do worry if anything happened to me,what would happen to her,i have had 2 heart attacks myself,I feel i am living on a knife edge,The family are to busy with their own lives,she has her grandson living upstairs,but if she got out of bed and fell,which she would,she cannot get back up.Sorry for long post.and for putting my problems online.I just dont know if i will cope any longer..steve.