I hate the person she's become. Alzheimer's is a bitch! I told my mother "I hate you" under my breath. I never in my life once said this. She's just become so docile in the mind and it's so annoying. I don't want to take care of her anymore. In the past she was never like this. She was always on top of everything and I mean every detail. She taught me everything I know I needed to be a functioning human being like getting ready for school or eat the right foods etc. Now it's like the roles have reversed. She's become this walking shell of her former self repeating everything she says multiple times. Sometimes she just makes things up. She'll stay up late until 4am knocking on my door excessively when I have to get up early in the morning. I know if my mother was cognitive right now she would feel extremely horrible at what she's turned into.
She's still her sweet self but I can't stand this **** anymore. I physically had to grab very important documents from her hand because she wouldn't hand them to me. I'm trying to be patient with her. I don't know why people think this is a rewarding task. I certainly don't. I didn't choose this role. It just landed on me because we don't have any family anywhere near us. Talking to my grandmother helped a little bit but she's 90 years old and lives in the UK. She can't travel.
I need help looking into Medicaid or Medicare for a caregiver to take over. Does anyone have any suggestions on to manage anger.
She's still her sweet self but I can't stand this **** anymore. I physically had to grab very important documents from her hand because she wouldn't hand them to me. I'm trying to be patient with her. I don't know why people think this is a rewarding task. I certainly don't. I didn't choose this role. It just landed on me because we don't have any family anywhere near us. Talking to my grandmother helped a little bit but she's 90 years old and lives in the UK. She can't travel.
I need help looking into Medicaid or Medicare for a caregiver to take over. Does anyone have any suggestions on to manage anger.