I had my first phone session with a lady from Cruse. It went very well, I know that I talked a lot and felt more relaxed. Something was bothering me, I couldn't remember properly so I looked through my journal. An emotional record of medication, behaviour, feelings etc.
I found what I wanted but couldn't stop reading about the nightmare that had been my recent life. I went to pieces.
So, I can't decide whether to keep my journal or destroy it, either way is difficult.
I found what I wanted but couldn't stop reading about the nightmare that had been my recent life. I went to pieces.
So, I can't decide whether to keep my journal or destroy it, either way is difficult.