I just need to type to get these worries off my chest.
My mother was diagnosed with memory problems, about a year ago. She was prescribed Rivistigmine. She is 90, and in good physical health for her age.
But she'd had a couple a falls, and I don't live close, and she said she was lonely.
Carers came in but she told them to go away as she was fine.
She forgot to take her medication, and the food in the fridge was often off when I visited.
She sometimes got very depressed, alone in her large house. And of course I was worried sick that she'd fallen on the stairs. She had an alarm but didn't remember what it was for.
So, fearing a crisis, I moved her into residential care.
At the time she thought that was a good idea.
Distress and trauma followed: she wanted to go home. Phoned all the time. Awful.
Then she seemed to settle for a few weeks.
My sister and I are now getting organised to rent out her house to help pay the fees.
But now, this morning, my mother phoned me and insisted she wants me to take her home "as soon as possible". As far as I can work out, nothing specific has triggered this. It's just her, sitting in her chair. She was very rational. She wants to go home. She wants carers re-installed. Neighbours can do her shopping. It will all be how it used to be. "Why am I here in this expensive place, with people doing the cooking for me? I can do my own cooking!" She wants to be in her own house. "Is that too much to ask?" she says.
She said she "feels like a nothing" in the care home.
This is true: her house, where she lived with my late father, gave her a real identity. Even though she didn't do the garden, she felt as though she was "keeping it going".
In the care home, there is no equivalent.
Does anyone know a care home/residential care where they succeed in giving residents a purpose? My mother needs work to do, a role to fulfil. Any ideas how I can make that happen? She doesn't want to participate in the running of the home (sorting the laundry, for example, which is what I'd do if I were there), because she feels as though she's paying them to do that sort of thing!
It is probably true that with a superhuman effort, we could move her back home. I'd need to stop the actions in progress to rent the house. I'd need to find carers, re-engage the neighbours. Depending on how long she lives, we could afford carers. Social Services will not engage because she owns her own house and has savings, and because she is sort of OK, not in anything like the crises that are described by others on here. Her money will run out in about 2-5 years if we do this.
Am I simply being lazy, leaving her in the care home? I truly think it's the best solution for her. She's not going to get any younger. But she does have mental capacity. She's losing her short-term memory, but she can still reason.
And she's still my mother. When she tells me I have got to take her home `as soon as possible', it's really difficult to be objective about it.
Sorry to rant on. I know others have much worse, and life-threatening situations. It just helps to type. Thanks for reading.
My mother was diagnosed with memory problems, about a year ago. She was prescribed Rivistigmine. She is 90, and in good physical health for her age.
But she'd had a couple a falls, and I don't live close, and she said she was lonely.
Carers came in but she told them to go away as she was fine.
She forgot to take her medication, and the food in the fridge was often off when I visited.
She sometimes got very depressed, alone in her large house. And of course I was worried sick that she'd fallen on the stairs. She had an alarm but didn't remember what it was for.
So, fearing a crisis, I moved her into residential care.
At the time she thought that was a good idea.
Distress and trauma followed: she wanted to go home. Phoned all the time. Awful.
Then she seemed to settle for a few weeks.
My sister and I are now getting organised to rent out her house to help pay the fees.
But now, this morning, my mother phoned me and insisted she wants me to take her home "as soon as possible". As far as I can work out, nothing specific has triggered this. It's just her, sitting in her chair. She was very rational. She wants to go home. She wants carers re-installed. Neighbours can do her shopping. It will all be how it used to be. "Why am I here in this expensive place, with people doing the cooking for me? I can do my own cooking!" She wants to be in her own house. "Is that too much to ask?" she says.
She said she "feels like a nothing" in the care home.
This is true: her house, where she lived with my late father, gave her a real identity. Even though she didn't do the garden, she felt as though she was "keeping it going".
In the care home, there is no equivalent.
Does anyone know a care home/residential care where they succeed in giving residents a purpose? My mother needs work to do, a role to fulfil. Any ideas how I can make that happen? She doesn't want to participate in the running of the home (sorting the laundry, for example, which is what I'd do if I were there), because she feels as though she's paying them to do that sort of thing!
It is probably true that with a superhuman effort, we could move her back home. I'd need to stop the actions in progress to rent the house. I'd need to find carers, re-engage the neighbours. Depending on how long she lives, we could afford carers. Social Services will not engage because she owns her own house and has savings, and because she is sort of OK, not in anything like the crises that are described by others on here. Her money will run out in about 2-5 years if we do this.
Am I simply being lazy, leaving her in the care home? I truly think it's the best solution for her. She's not going to get any younger. But she does have mental capacity. She's losing her short-term memory, but she can still reason.
And she's still my mother. When she tells me I have got to take her home `as soon as possible', it's really difficult to be objective about it.
Sorry to rant on. I know others have much worse, and life-threatening situations. It just helps to type. Thanks for reading.