I haven’t been able to stop crying yet. I’m so upset and so angry about what has been taken away from not only me but my children. They are 1 and 2, and I know they won’t have that relationship with nanny. I can’t call on my mum when the baby won’t stop crying or to babysit. I don’t know how I will deal with this in the years ahead, I feel so lost.
I know exactly how you are feeling as my mother was diagnosed at 53, she is now 57. It has not been easy seeing the change in her but i have tried my upmost best to make memories and spend as much time as possible with her. My mother loves music and dancing so i often take her out alot over the summer to festivals or where ever there is music.
It is all about making memories,I try my hardest not to think too far ahead and just take each day as it comes, but i know it is hard to not let your mind wonder.
Some days are easier then others, but i have so much fulfilment when i take her out and see the joy on her face. I try and take as many pictures and videos as i can so i know i will have them forever to hold on too.
Maybe try and plan things in now, make memories and get your kids involved as much as you can, it will be things you can look back on and show them pictures of when they are older.
My thoughts are with you and your family, i really do understand how hard it is x