I am so sorry I have only just caught up on your message I missed your earlier post somehow and I send my heartfelt sympathy. I think your last post was truly remarkable and I am so pleased that you feel in a way you have recovered the man you fell in love with. It is wonderful that you can be so positive and I hope and pray that you continue to remember Mike as he was before this terrible illness robbed you of him. We all have to try to hold on to the precious good memories don't we. Take care. Love Sox.