its almost 2 months since gran died and got a blast of the sobs today just thingking about her and wishing i could see her again, i wish i had videoed her but have got lots of photos of her over the years i think emotions are high as her flat is up for sale and i know i have to make a final visit to say goodbye this weekend but to me it will always be her flat. give all your loved ones an extra hug from me this weekend, going to buy myself a large bunch of flowers tomorrow in memeory of her. sorry to sound so morbid but dont want to upset other family members.