I love my wife to bits, but this morning, - as most mornings are becoming are a living hell for her. She is aware of her circumstances and knows where it is leading and "does not want to be here". She will not go to the toilet, not even try. Last time she went was 3o/c yesterday afternoon. She woke me the early hours this morning to tell me she had done sometime horrible. What ??? I think it must have been a dream/nightmare.
We have a doctors appointment this morning. I hope he can try a different "happy pill". Double dose of fluoxetine is not as good now as it was.
She has been up a couple of hours now and has calmed down, is sorry, (still won't have breakfast or drink) and has taken her medication.
But it occurred to me that I love my wife but I help her (make her even) to live in hell.
cris
We have a doctors appointment this morning. I hope he can try a different "happy pill". Double dose of fluoxetine is not as good now as it was.
She has been up a couple of hours now and has calmed down, is sorry, (still won't have breakfast or drink) and has taken her medication.
But it occurred to me that I love my wife but I help her (make her even) to live in hell.
cris