Illness makes us very vulnerable
@Bevhar , especially when we have the full responsibilities of caring. It's all too much sometimes.
Is there any chance you can get some help in the house? I had an agency carer come, in the guise of a cleaner to help me, rather than help my husband.
He was happy to accept any help for me. It wasn't a threat to his independence.
It brought another person into the house for a couple of hours and that in itself was a comfort.
It was paid for by Direct Payments as an alternative to my husband having day care because he refused all suggestions and it was accepted I needed support.
Ask your doctor when you go on Tuesday.
Make a note of what you want to discuss just in case you forget anything.