Feeling upset today went to mums yesterday and the heart keepsake with dad ashes has gone from its usual place. When I asked where it had gone she told me she had been talking to it and got really upset and someone's moved it ,if the carers had moved it they would have left me a note I searched everywhere yesterday and can't find it I even looked in the dustbin! The thing that's upsetting me more is mum doesn't seem bothered that we can't find it she said I liked the heart and I liked the box it was in but I don't like what's inside it dad only died sept 2013 so for me it's still early days and because I've had mum to look after I've not had time to grieve properly been too busy
That's the first time I've felt like loosing my temper I could have cheerfully strangled her yesterday,I finished doing what I do at mums and left .cried all the way home !!!!
I know she can't help it being like this but sometimes it's hard to take
Sorry for going on just one of those days x
That's the first time I've felt like loosing my temper I could have cheerfully strangled her yesterday,I finished doing what I do at mums and left .cried all the way home !!!!
I know she can't help it being like this but sometimes it's hard to take
Sorry for going on just one of those days x