Hello all,
Tough post to write but I can't shake the feeling that 2024 will be the year I lose my Dad. I guess I'm looking for a little clarity... or perhaps some kind of confirmation of that sad niggling feeling.
He was diagnosed in 2017, and things have progressed quite quickly in the last 4 years - I blame the pandemic for a lot of the decline, I'm sure we all do when it comes to caring for someone with dementia. He's had a number of kidney problems, and a few months ago we nearly lost him due to some complications when trying to blast a kidney stone.
He hasn't been able to walk for 3 years, and he's not spoken properly for the past year and perhaps said only a handful of words in that time like yes or no - he no longer talks now, just noises of maybe pain or discomfort. I'd say I last remember properly singing with him... maybe Sept-Dec 2022. That was how we used to connect, so I miss that so much.
He's lost a lot of weight since his hospital stay, and he's now struggling to swallow.. it's been getting worse lately. Making a lot of noises, almost like he's trying to clear his throat, or holding food/water in his mouth. We've had a referral to the SALT team, so just waiting on this. He's got 3 pressure sores, one at the base of his spine, his heel and his toes!! of all places, I can't believe they're on his toes! These are being monitored regularly, by the district nurse.
These things seem like they're getting worse quicker, alongside still having problems with his kidneys/water infections... it just feels to me that perhaps it's time to discuss palliative care? I know it's so hard to know and it affects everyone so differently, but I just feel desperate... wanting to know what might happen when and just to try and be as prepared as possible for this last stage.
If anyone has any experience (which sadly I know so many will) with being able to tell me if this is sounding like the beginning of end of life? and perhaps palliative care should be discussed now... as my mum is struggling with the thought of this, understandably. She cares for him round the clock, and is absolutely incredible.
Thank you in advance for anyone who is able to offer any words of advice or understanding
xx
Tough post to write but I can't shake the feeling that 2024 will be the year I lose my Dad. I guess I'm looking for a little clarity... or perhaps some kind of confirmation of that sad niggling feeling.
He was diagnosed in 2017, and things have progressed quite quickly in the last 4 years - I blame the pandemic for a lot of the decline, I'm sure we all do when it comes to caring for someone with dementia. He's had a number of kidney problems, and a few months ago we nearly lost him due to some complications when trying to blast a kidney stone.
He hasn't been able to walk for 3 years, and he's not spoken properly for the past year and perhaps said only a handful of words in that time like yes or no - he no longer talks now, just noises of maybe pain or discomfort. I'd say I last remember properly singing with him... maybe Sept-Dec 2022. That was how we used to connect, so I miss that so much.
He's lost a lot of weight since his hospital stay, and he's now struggling to swallow.. it's been getting worse lately. Making a lot of noises, almost like he's trying to clear his throat, or holding food/water in his mouth. We've had a referral to the SALT team, so just waiting on this. He's got 3 pressure sores, one at the base of his spine, his heel and his toes!! of all places, I can't believe they're on his toes! These are being monitored regularly, by the district nurse.
These things seem like they're getting worse quicker, alongside still having problems with his kidneys/water infections... it just feels to me that perhaps it's time to discuss palliative care? I know it's so hard to know and it affects everyone so differently, but I just feel desperate... wanting to know what might happen when and just to try and be as prepared as possible for this last stage.
If anyone has any experience (which sadly I know so many will) with being able to tell me if this is sounding like the beginning of end of life? and perhaps palliative care should be discussed now... as my mum is struggling with the thought of this, understandably. She cares for him round the clock, and is absolutely incredible.
Thank you in advance for anyone who is able to offer any words of advice or understanding
xx