11.30 Sunday night I got a call from home that mum had fallen. By time I got there she was in ambulance her face looking like she had done rounds in the boxing wing. What followed was 10 hours in hospital with tests scans etc - 1 minute me holding mum as she screamed and cried and begged me to get them to stop hurting her the next punching,kicking and biting me. She called me mum she swore at me. She was so confused frightened and bewildered. I spent the night fighting to keep her on the bed. This illness is so damn cruel. Oh dear god I wish with all the heart my wonderful lovely kind mum would drift away quietly and peacefully into an enternal sleep. Her beloved Scoobie dog is waiting for her at rainbow bridge.
Im so sorry for a depressing post but at moment the guilt of how I feel is like a ton weight in my heart xx
Im so sorry for a depressing post but at moment the guilt of how I feel is like a ton weight in my heart xx